Of spontaneous sandwiches and bumming around...

I still don't know how to act around you. It's like there's still a wall of some kind, a barrier of sorts that keeps me away. is it just me or am i really just punching away in empty space?

there's nothing wrong. I'm actually quite happy these past few days, because i got to see you. like i did anything at all, but see, that's already enough for me.

I just hope that i'm not smothering you or anything of that sort that would make you avoid me. that would be the worst. And i don't think i'd ever get past the awkwardness of that.

i really hope i'm doing it "right" this time around.