"the two important people in my life... and i don't see them"

silence.

i fall silent with this line. it makes me feel like just an extra pair of arms - it would be great to have when you have tons of things to do, but you can easily do without them.

am i thinking too much? i feel i am.

what are we? i don't want to make you feel awkward or anything, but i just can't place myself. there's always the issue of identity. what would you say if i asked you who i am to you? do i mean anything?

or am i just a pair of arms, a tool, an accessory you like dangling around?

i don't mean to be forward, i just can't seem to find my place. but don't get me wrong, i'm not in a hurry or anything, just anxious. is there anything wrong with that? am i doing anything wrong? or right?

i'm not much of a speaker. i only have so many words.