I don't know what's worse than the cold treatment, other than not knowing enough what the cold treatment's for. it really hurts like hell especially if you're groping and wondering why the hell you deserve this type of treatment to start with.

as what has been said, more talk more mistakes; less talk, less mistakes. yes, i'm assuming that's right.

people are, at times, unbearably difficult. when a someone's mindset is on attack, it stays on attack for God knows how long. it stays there, without consideration, without thinking what could possibly be achieved with it. its only goal is to hit hard and where it hurts. defense mechanism? i would like to think so. but in the event where there's no aggression toward them, what then? is it still in "defense?" or is it just being cruel? many a time men appear as unfeeling bastards who beat the hell out of women. i'm not saying it's not true; i'm not saying it's all true either.

all i'm saying is that anyone can be the victim or the aggressor. it's not a matter of who does more damage, but more of going behind the reason for hostility. It's just unbelieveable that sometimes people think it's ok to act this way just because they feel this hurt or threatened or whatnot. fair?

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you. i don't know what i've done, but you refuse to communicate. you seemingly loathe me all of a sudden; and for the reason that i told you how i felt? is that worth all of this?

I keep on asking myself what exactly i've done - was i too forward? did i demand anything from you? did i hurt you? do anything that would embarrass you in what ever form? if i missed anything, let me know. I'm sure beyond this sarcasm is someone capable of a normal conversation. or don't i fit in your moods?

I'm not picking a fight. I just really have to get this resolved and gotten out of my system.